Again and again and again....Why do I feel such crazy feeling? Why am I so affected with it well in fact it's just a simple matter. But they say, it's the simple things that matter. Well, December 15, 2011, I talked to my company here in the shop that I'll be having my day off on the 16th of December, but he said "Sa sabado ka na lang Geo" and I answered him with a question. "Di ba may lakad ka sa sabado? Hindi tayo pwedeng magsabay nyan." "Hindi pa naman sure yun kaya pwede kang mag day off sa sabado." Well, kampante ang kalooban ko na makakapag-off ako last saturday because he told me so. Saturday morning and I have planned everything for that day. It should have been the time for me to buy all the things to be brought home, but unluckily, all plans were cancelled because of him. I really wanted to confront him but I know I don't have the right to do so. I admire him a lot because he is such a man of honor as I think but my perception towards him has changed within that day. OMG, ang sarap manapak. I couldn't explain what I was feeling that day.
Ang pagkaasar na yun ay nadagdagan pa ng pangamba about the upcoming BATCH REUNION when 2 of the batch texted me that they are not sure if they can attend. Grrrrr.....Crazy people!!! You never know what I sacrificed for the event, tapos ngayong malapit na, sasabihin niyo sa akin na hindi pa kayo sure??? that is so unprofessional. It's not that galit ako sa kanila, pero come to think of it. I don't regret for all my expenses because nobody told me to spend much money for the event but, don't they understand what will I feel if the event would not be pursued? I never thought of my own because I do love them but I think I also have the right to be hurt, after all they have promised us they'll be there!!!!
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