THANK YOU, I LEARNED!

Feels so sad today due to some minor problems. Minor in a sense that I understand the reasons of my friends for being unsure of attending the upcoming BSIT 2010 First Batch Reunion. I know I don't have the right to get mad at them, but I am just an ordinary guy who also feels pain and sadness if something went wrong especially when the long-time planned union would be cancelled. It's not that I regret in financing our shirts but I just hate the fact that I feel like being left in the ere. Evrytime I call them, 1-2 months before the event, they always say, "sure we can come". But now that it's already a week before the program they are backing out. I think this isn't just right. I know they know that I love them so much, that I always understand them and so do they understand me, but today, I feel so helpless, that I can't help but to think that they are ignoring me! What a feeling is this! I feel sorry for myself! Again I didn't think of the possible consequences. Go lang ako ng go without thinking the possibility of it's cancellation. Is this the effect of being too OPTIMISTIC. I always believe in them, but then again I always fail. I am such a pathetic loser! Loser but not financially. Loser in a sense that I am again ignored by the people I love. I expected a lot, and by this, I learned not to expect too much for the GREATER YOUR EXPECTATIONS THE GREATER THE HURT IT MAY GIVE!!!