THE BEST CHRISTMAS

December 25, 2011. This is the most memorable Christmas celebration for me. It was the simplest but the best of all the celebrations I ever attended. Not much HANDA but the company of the loving family members really made it very special. Simple gifts given to my nephews and cousins make my Christmas the best!!!!

THANK YOU, I LEARNED!

Feels so sad today due to some minor problems. Minor in a sense that I understand the reasons of my friends for being unsure of attending the upcoming BSIT 2010 First Batch Reunion. I know I don't have the right to get mad at them, but I am just an ordinary guy who also feels pain and sadness if something went wrong especially when the long-time planned union would be cancelled. It's not that I regret in financing our shirts but I just hate the fact that I feel like being left in the ere. Evrytime I call them, 1-2 months before the event, they always say, "sure we can come". But now that it's already a week before the program they are backing out. I think this isn't just right. I know they know that I love them so much, that I always understand them and so do they understand me, but today, I feel so helpless, that I can't help but to think that they are ignoring me! What a feeling is this! I feel sorry for myself! Again I didn't think of the possible consequences. Go lang ako ng go without thinking the possibility of it's cancellation. Is this the effect of being too OPTIMISTIC. I always believe in them, but then again I always fail. I am such a pathetic loser! Loser but not financially. Loser in a sense that I am again ignored by the people I love. I expected a lot, and by this, I learned not to expect too much for the GREATER YOUR EXPECTATIONS THE GREATER THE HURT IT MAY GIVE!!!

NA NAMAN???!!!!!!!

Again and again and again....Why do I feel such crazy feeling? Why am I so affected with it well in fact it's just a simple matter. But they say, it's the simple things that matter. Well, December 15, 2011, I talked to my company here in the shop that I'll be having my day off on the 16th of December, but he said "Sa sabado ka na lang Geo" and I answered him with a question. "Di ba may lakad ka sa sabado? Hindi tayo pwedeng magsabay nyan." "Hindi pa naman sure yun kaya pwede kang mag day off sa sabado." Well, kampante ang kalooban ko na makakapag-off ako last saturday because he told me so. Saturday morning and I have planned everything for that day. It should have been the time for me to buy all the things to be brought home, but unluckily, all plans were cancelled because of him. I really wanted to confront him but I know I don't have the right to do so. I admire him a lot because he is such a man of honor as I think but my perception towards him has changed within that day. OMG, ang sarap manapak. I couldn't explain what I was feeling that day.


Ang pagkaasar na yun ay nadagdagan pa ng pangamba about the upcoming BATCH REUNION when 2 of the batch texted me that they are not sure if they can attend. Grrrrr.....Crazy people!!! You never know what I sacrificed for the event, tapos ngayong malapit na, sasabihin niyo sa akin na hindi pa kayo sure??? that is so unprofessional. It's not that galit ako sa kanila, pero come to think of it. I don't regret for all my expenses because nobody told me to spend much money for the event but, don't they understand what will I feel if the event would not be pursued? I never thought of my own because I do love them but I think I also have the right to be hurt, after all they have promised us they'll be there!!!!

Sleepless night plus freaking boss' mode is equal to madness! This is not the actual feeling I wanted this day, for it is monday. I know that what will I feel today will be the same feeling I am going to have for the rest of the week, hope not! Is it right to ruin your workers' good mode because of your personal problems? That is so unprofessional. To know that she is an educated person but she doesn't know how to deal with her employees. We may have the lower class of living but that doesn't mean it is okay for us to be treated like that, sorry but we also have principle in life and being downed by you will never be tolerated by us especially me. If you have graduated with a 4 year course without any financial catastrophes, well I did but the similarity is, we both finished it! And I think we have a huge difference. Financially speaking, yes you outshine me, but morally, I am sorry to tell but I think I have overcome you with it. I am doing my very best to meet your expectations but you never give credit to my effort and I think you don't deserve to be treated as one good boss! I know you are still my boss and really do wanted to treat you like one but with what you are acting now you really don't deserve it. I am just an ordinary person who commits mistakes and I also need to be understood, but you don't and I do not know the exact reason why. I work like a carabao, with no definite time of closing, no exact salary and I am enduring it without any negative feedback towards you but you seem to be very naive in handling good employees. You are always expecting to be well respected but you yourself don't even respect yourself, how could people around you respect someone like you if that's the case. Come to think of it. A RESPECT IS GIVEN TO THOSE WHO DESERVE IT, TO THOSE WHO WORK FOR IT, how could you do such crazy stuff that hurt somebody's feeling? If you deserve to be HAPPY, what about us, DON'T WE!? oh c'mon!!!!!

IGNORED???

Why do I feel such crazy feeling well in the first place I don't have the right to. Haist! I hate the fact that I feel like I'm ignored and it makes me sick. Grrr....Lilipas din to!!!!! Need to move on!

I AM SO BLESSED!

I am just an ordinary guy who needs attention of others, someone who can accept who and what I am and not for what I have. Actually, I also long for someone who can love me for me and to tell my dreams and problems to, someone to cling to in particular and I think this is still very elusive and I don't know the exact reason why. Yet, I still want to believe that someday, this person would come along my way. Everybody deserves to be happy they say, and I strongly believe with it, for someone who feels pain also deserves to smile. Today, I am enjoying my life for I know I am blessed with great friends (old and new found friends) and a family that knows me inside out even if I seldom talk to them seriously. I am never sure if these friends of mine are true to me or they are just trying to go along with me. Well that doesn't matter anyways. As long as I am true to them and true to myself is the most important thing. As long as I know that I love them with all my heart regardless of what they feel towards me, I am happy!

DOUBT

When it was still a month or two months away, I was so excited. But now that it is only ten days to go, I feel something which I should not be feeling anyways. This strange feeling makes me think a million times and asking myself a question, WILL IT BE PURSUED? Haist, I am really worried about it because I am not sure if the batch mates could come, or only few could come, but I still hope everyone's going to attend the event. I am still praying that majority of the class could attend. Well, to think that some are KILL JOY is so frustrating, after how many years, they never changed??? uuurrrgggghhhhhh....God please, let it happen. Please please please! I believe in You, please enlighten the minds of the other batch mates! Thanks :-)

HE MAY NOT GIVING YOU WHAT YOU WANT, BUT HE GIVES YOU WHAT YOU NEED

I may not have the best love life in the world but I am so glad that He has given me the best family and friends who have supported me and who are still supporting me along the way. This just means that He really knows what I need. I may want the bests in life but I know He only gives what I need and I am so grateful for that for God is good all the time. Yes, I may be needing something more and I can wait for that more to happen and I don't have the right to confront Him because I know He knows what I deserve to have in life.

We only need a little but we always ask for a lot. This is life, we are not able to understand the meaning of contentment. We often ask Him why He is giving us a little, it is because this little is what we need and the rest is for the others. We only think of our ourselves and we don't care about others, this is GREEDINESS and nobody has the right to be greedy for God Himself is not sparing even a little for Him and He is giving everything to us because of His LOVE TO US!

As a servant, we must know how to appreciate the things we have in life. We are so blessed comparing to others. We are the beholders of tomorrow so why not be contented with what we have.

PANAGAYAT YO, ARMAS KO! (Geo Peralta)

NO ISU NA'T DUMTENG UNEG PAGADALAN
ADU A SAYANGGUSENG INNA MANGMANGEGAN
GAPU'T SUOT NA MANIPUD ULO AGINGGA DAPAN
KET DI NA PAYEN MASUKATAN PIMAN.


KASANO MAN RIGAT INNA MAPASPASARAN
PANAGADAL DINA SINARDENGAN
ARAPAAP NA LAENG INNA MAGAMMATAN
PANAGAYAT KAPAMILYA KEN GAGAYYEM INNA NAGBATAYAN


INARAMID NA AMIN A KABAELAN NA
TAPNO LAENG ADDA MAIPAGPANNAKEL NA
AYAT KAKABSAT, AMA KEN INA,
ISU NANGPAKIRED NALUPOYY A RIKNA.


RIGAT PANAGBIAG SAAN AH LAPPED KENKUANA
A MANGITURPOS PANAGADAL NA
NASAYAAT A PRINSIPYO ISU'T ARMAS NA
A NANGITURPOS INNA PANAGISKWELA.


INNA NAITURPOS KOLEHIYO KARIRIGATAN
GAPU'T TULONG MANAGAYAT GAGAYYEM KEN KAKABAGYAN
AGNANAYON TO LATTA IDA INNA PAGYAMYAMANAN
GAPU'T NAPALAOS NGA SUPORTA A DI PULOS MAARTAPAN.


SAAN A SIGURADO NO KAANU KEN KASANO
NGA AGSUBAD UTANG NASAYAAT A NAKEM KADAKAYO
NGEM MAYSA LAENG TI INNA MAISIGURADO
AY-AYATEN NA KAYO UNAY AGTAOD KAUNGGAN ITI PUSO!

SIR JUN: BSIT 2010, THE BEST BATCH I HAD EVER ENCOUNTERED!

Jun Teneza Trinidad hahaha! sarap magreminisce, Gie & Dheo..yes, you may have done such crazy stuff but you are still the best batch i had ever encountered.. my admiration to your very solid harmony (solid na, harmonious pa..hehe!) has always been consistent..something the preceding and succeeding batches has not religiously done..keep the communication up and running!

This is the exact reason why I really love my college batch! Being praised by your instructor gives you an unexplainable feeling. Teary-eyed with a very huge smile in the lips and a heart beats faster. Wow! Who would have thought that after all we've been through in our college lives, we still came to be loved by our previous instructor especially Sir Joventino Trinidad Jr., or simply Sir Jun as we all call him. He is such a very nice teacher, nice in a sense that he looks in our needs and he is always willing to lend his hand anytime we need it. How could we say thank you to you sir for all the efforts you've made and you are still making to inspire us. You continue to mold us in your own ways and we appreciate them a lot. Well, we all know that words are not enough to tell you how grateful we are for having you in our lives, not just as a TEACHER but an even better brother/sister! If there would be an OSCAR Award for best teacher in the world, Sir Jun would win it hands down. Amazing!


Sir Jun, words are not enough, but this is what we assure you, we appreciate all the efforts you make and we love you more than you love us...Forever, you are carved in our hearts!

BITS OF YESTERDAY

Reminiscing the past is such a very interesting hobby. It makes you smile even when you are alone thinking of the memories you've had with your friends during your past few years of togetherness. Yes, it may have taken how many years since you last saw each other, but when you think of the times, especially the most embarrassing times you've had is very heart warming, knowing that during those times, they never gave up on loving you as a friend and even more as BROTHER/SISTER.

We all look for true friends. Someone who can accept what and who we are not the ones who just approach us when they need something from us. Well, I think I've found my best of friends, not the best actually but TRUE FRIENDS. They were always there in times of trouble and in happiness. Never walked away when I hurt them but instead, they came to love me more despite our indifferences.


THE VERY FIRST OUTREACH PROGRAM OF THE ABRA STATE INSTITUTE OF SCIENCE AND TECHNOLOGY
HEADED BY MR. JOVANIE BORCE
BSIT 2010
VENUE: BA-UG SAN JUAN ABRA

This was the very first outreach program of the ABRA STATE INSTITUTE OF SCIENCE AND TECHNOLOGY conducted by the Graduating Class of the Bachelor of Science in Information Technology 2010 at on the 22nd of December 2008 at Brgy. Baug, San Juan, Abra. The place of one of the lucky students of the class of 2010. And it was held successfully.





BSIT EDUCATIONAL TRIP TO CALAMBA LAGUNA (SEPTEMBER 16-18)
HEAD: PROF. GUITOLLO BATOON

A very long and weary drive from Abra to Laguna...We took 14 hours after reaching the final destination. Wooffff it was so tiring, but at the end of the day we enjoyed the ride a lot because of Sir Vanie's happy deeds...He is such an amazing company wherever we go..







PREPARATION FOR THE TOUR
CALAMBA,LAGUNA

We were all ready for the one day tour to the Rizal's house.












RIZAL'S HOUSE

This photo was taken after the tour inside the big house of Dr. Jose P. Rizal. Pagod na po kaming lahat!!!!! waaaahhhhh









FROM LAGUNA TO THE SUSO BEACH, ILOCOS SUR

The class needed to refresh their body so we decided to stop over the beach....It was so hot that time and everyone needs to replenish...Haisttt!!! Tiring! Trip to Abra continued!

I really missed this friends of mine and I am thankful to God that we all agreed to have the FIRST BATCH REUNION after 2 years of being apart from each other!!!!


December 24, 2011, the BSIT 2010 is coming to a REUNION!!! Everyone's so excited and we hope for it to be the best and the most successful reunion!!! God please help us!!!